Rangers head coach John Tortorella says he embarrassed the organization by throwing a water bottle into the crowd at Washington and being suspended by the NHL during the playoff series, according to an Associated Press report on Wednesday.. ?It?s a bad mistake by me,? Tortorella said. ?I regret it. I put the New York Rangers organization in an embarrassing situation. I?m embarrassed by it. I am an intense person, which is a positive, but it also turns into a negative sometimes.?